stardust and the ashes of a life kissing his hand I walked closer to you.
Your pale skin against my lips scarlet.
My sweet little girl ... how are you tonight?
is not too much that I ask.
You are still as usual, my doll,
and your skin tingles under cold water not warm my lips.
You have not changed you're always so.
I brought you a gift ... my love.
I picked stardust to bring a gift.
but only now opening up this golden bag,
I realize that what I brought,
is not the silver dust that I wanted to make you beautiful.
'm just the ashes of my useless life.
Oh my love,
I would have you live in the moment,
I wanted to see your face come alive.
But even so,
while my blood slides to the ground and dries them,
while the ashes of my life disperse in the wind.
with my soul,
You, my love, there is nothing that my beautiful wax doll.
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Well done this performance of sadness I'm back in my depressività .. let's face it is a terrible time ... damn ugly and sad ... but sooner or later it will ... at least I still the fanfic, friends (in part) on the clamp and the gdr XD at least I have fun with that for a while and not think of anything ... for most of the rain when it does not help .. as the worship at the time depresses me a bit .. and say that was all I wanted to put imaglioni start and run with an umbrella in the rain ...
Ugh .. is all too empty ... useless ...
Luckily my LJ not read it in many ... Too much to explain to many people ...
Okay so ...
the end everything will work out as usual ...
scars will remain more or less deep ... but I will not die for this .. the real me is dead now too ...