OSCAR ® 2011
NATALIE PORTMAN won the Oscar ®!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Joy and exultation!!
I'm in seventh heaven!!
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Sunday, February 27, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Why Do I Get Headaches Everyday
Owen Legacy 05X01
That was the day when I realized I hate it. Who? But my father, of course.
Not that I wanted the first well, was always out for one reason or another, and hardly saw him at dinner. I did not feel mine, I saw him there, I assumed the good that I had to prove and I never asked why but he never showed it to me. However, not hated, at least not before that day.
was the end of May. Normally I would have to stay in school in the afternoon, but being close to the summer vacation, the output had been anticipated for some time. The mother was working, had to come get him. Dad. I waited quite a while, Then I walked back home alone. There I found no one and, terrified, I went out into the garden in the hope that there was Ian, our butler.
I found my father instead. In the arms of what was probably un'universitaria. The thing that made me angrier, honestly, was not the betrayal of itself as the utter lack of respect towards the mother. Heck, that was his home.
However I was a decent girl, I always repeated my mother. So I did onstage, I wiped a tear and went into hiding in my room.
did not say anything to Mom. I did not want cover that worm, no. Simply could not find the words. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, but look what I caught Dad snog with another woman in the garden. Ah, anyway I want to snack bread and Nutella. " No, come on, but it?!
I simply take my mother to myself. In the few moments when my father was home, I became more affectionate than usual with her. I would never allowed to make fun more than he already was doing.
It is not difficult to understand that I loved my mother with my whole being. It was the most beautiful woman in the world, sweet, nice, wise. I can not tell a fault, to be honest. Maybe someone can make me think that to see so great was the hatred I felt for my father but I can confirm that no, it is not the case at all. My mother would always adored. He was my everything, the mirror of my soul ... I viewed myself in her and she sees herself in me. We complement each other. A desire to be a moment more concise: I loved her.
As for me, I was a little girl with some kind of problems, indeed! At school I was going pretty well, I had my turn of girlfriends with whom spend the afternoons and, in addition to my father, in principle, get along with the rest of the world. Also I had everything I wanted, we were particularly well economically and have what I wanted to just ask. This should not however make you think that I was a svampitella flawed. No, never that. I was just happy that I had and I enjoyed it without any worries. But then that may have concerns about a child of 9 years? At the time I had only surrounding myself with roses, smell good and it seemed that everything was better.
back to my father, even without my intervention Mom, however, discovered his many betrayals. Although he was in love with him, is still a very intelligent woman and definitely not very confident. So, after a number of inconsistencies on the part of my father, mother hired a private investigator and had him follow her. What he found you can very well understand their own and that night he came down the luggage of my father Ian and instructed to deliver them with the prohibition to bring it into the house, whatever the reason.
I do not care to say hello. After all, why pretend to be really sad when I breathed a sigh of relief at the news? It was my father, ok, put me in the world, ok, but he had done for me besides make me feel the only reason I continue to stay with mom? Nothing at all. So I had no reason to show regret his departure.
I looked out the window on the second floor of the corridor, I saw his red spider away and I let out a smile.
Some divorce of their parents has lived in a different way, he lived it wrong. I'm sorry if, by telling him how I lived, I'm upsetting but I can not hide the fact that since my father went away my life improved significantly. Not
that there was still damn anxiety, or fear of a fight. There was quiet, my mother and I were serene and my only concern was to make her laugh. And, in truth, I could almost always.
arrived so my thirteenth birthday, which of course my father did not appear. The festeggiai small, with his mother and grandparents who were observed to be with me always very present.
Finally I was a teenager, ready to take over the reins of my life and with the 'only aspiration to have fun, have fun and still fun.
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Cortino Sorry for the episode and of little significance, but I needed an introduction to the new heir>. \u0026lt;
to forgive me, here's a little pic-spam on Jun and Rupert which are passed to senior citizens! Are not very nice!? : DDDD
That was the day when I realized I hate it. Who? But my father, of course.
Not that I wanted the first well, was always out for one reason or another, and hardly saw him at dinner. I did not feel mine, I saw him there, I assumed the good that I had to prove and I never asked why but he never showed it to me. However, not hated, at least not before that day.
was the end of May. Normally I would have to stay in school in the afternoon, but being close to the summer vacation, the output had been anticipated for some time. The mother was working, had to come get him. Dad. I waited quite a while, Then I walked back home alone. There I found no one and, terrified, I went out into the garden in the hope that there was Ian, our butler.
I found my father instead. In the arms of what was probably un'universitaria. The thing that made me angrier, honestly, was not the betrayal of itself as the utter lack of respect towards the mother. Heck, that was his home.
However I was a decent girl, I always repeated my mother. So I did onstage, I wiped a tear and went into hiding in my room.
did not say anything to Mom. I did not want cover that worm, no. Simply could not find the words. What was I supposed to say? "Hey, but look what I caught Dad snog with another woman in the garden. Ah, anyway I want to snack bread and Nutella. " No, come on, but it?!
I simply take my mother to myself. In the few moments when my father was home, I became more affectionate than usual with her. I would never allowed to make fun more than he already was doing.
It is not difficult to understand that I loved my mother with my whole being. It was the most beautiful woman in the world, sweet, nice, wise. I can not tell a fault, to be honest. Maybe someone can make me think that to see so great was the hatred I felt for my father but I can confirm that no, it is not the case at all. My mother would always adored. He was my everything, the mirror of my soul ... I viewed myself in her and she sees herself in me. We complement each other. A desire to be a moment more concise: I loved her.
As for me, I was a little girl with some kind of problems, indeed! At school I was going pretty well, I had my turn of girlfriends with whom spend the afternoons and, in addition to my father, in principle, get along with the rest of the world. Also I had everything I wanted, we were particularly well economically and have what I wanted to just ask. This should not however make you think that I was a svampitella flawed. No, never that. I was just happy that I had and I enjoyed it without any worries. But then that may have concerns about a child of 9 years? At the time I had only surrounding myself with roses, smell good and it seemed that everything was better.
back to my father, even without my intervention Mom, however, discovered his many betrayals. Although he was in love with him, is still a very intelligent woman and definitely not very confident. So, after a number of inconsistencies on the part of my father, mother hired a private investigator and had him follow her. What he found you can very well understand their own and that night he came down the luggage of my father Ian and instructed to deliver them with the prohibition to bring it into the house, whatever the reason.
I do not care to say hello. After all, why pretend to be really sad when I breathed a sigh of relief at the news? It was my father, ok, put me in the world, ok, but he had done for me besides make me feel the only reason I continue to stay with mom? Nothing at all. So I had no reason to show regret his departure.
I looked out the window on the second floor of the corridor, I saw his red spider away and I let out a smile.
Some divorce of their parents has lived in a different way, he lived it wrong. I'm sorry if, by telling him how I lived, I'm upsetting but I can not hide the fact that since my father went away my life improved significantly. Not
that there was still damn anxiety, or fear of a fight. There was quiet, my mother and I were serene and my only concern was to make her laugh. And, in truth, I could almost always.
arrived so my thirteenth birthday, which of course my father did not appear. The festeggiai small, with his mother and grandparents who were observed to be with me always very present.
Finally I was a teenager, ready to take over the reins of my life and with the 'only aspiration to have fun, have fun and still fun.
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Cortino Sorry for the episode and of little significance, but I needed an introduction to the new heir>. \u0026lt;
to forgive me, here's a little pic-spam on Jun and Rupert which are passed to senior citizens! Are not very nice!? : DDDD
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Haunted Places Maryland Eastern Shore
Roundabout
This will be my "exams face", from now 'till graduation.
FUCK YEAH
God, the whole "exam thing" really pisses me out. I hope I won't see anyone that was in that class for that fuckin' exam, or I'll screw up everything and turn into an agricola .
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
How To Hide My Ip In Ubuntu
10 Things About ... Carrie Owen, Owen & Jun Francesca Monterosso. Owen
Carrie
1. The board has always been a favorite of Carrie "Beauty and the Beast" because it envisions a lot in Belle: love of books, dreamer and the pursuit of true love.
2. After the experience at the high school prom, Carrie believed that the cocktail would bring bad luck and since then he has totally refused to touch one.
3. The only time in school emerged were the Mathematical Olympiads in which they participate with enthusiasm and always achieving a good score.
4. London was the first and the only guy in Carrie fell in love.
5. By Larry has always had a beautiful, Jun neglecting a little. After the death of his son, therefore, the relationship with her daughter deteriorated at all.
6. Geneva has called so inspired by the protagonist of his favorite show, Sex and The City.
7. The spark is taken with London one night when he had invited her to a dark party. Carrie, after being cured by darkettona, found that it was all a joke and the two ended the evening in the rooms of London.
8. bulimia Jun, Carrie has never known anything. Because of the severe depression which was at that time, in fact, London has preferred to keep it dark everything.
9. Carrie can not drive.
10. literally adored "You've Got Mail." On Saturday evening, not detached from any TV.
Jun
1. Jun on the left side has a small red cherry angioma. As a child, for she was a growing problem, but has started to see it as something that made her special.
2. young girl was a big fan of High School Musical. When Blake was born, Rupert has had to fight a long time to prevent his son was called "Troy."
3. Carrie took the cue of the name of Jun from a book by Alessandro Baricco, "Castles of anger."
4. His first love was Matt, a child with known nursery which always played cops and robbers.
5. After the disappointment with Magda (and even before to be honest), Jun has never had a true friend because of its opportunistic nature that would show how all people to exploit.
6. loves tiramisu, as a child was the only cake he wanted for his birthday.
7. tends to spend hours and hours in the shower to the point where the senses often because of too much steam that forms in the bathroom.
8. From what good lawyer, is passionate about politics. He thought several times to throw in that field but the fear of making a fool has always braking.
9. not swim and those who ask why not learn answers that has many other aspirations in life.
10. has NEVER cold. Would be able to go out without a coat even in January.
Francesca
1. Francesca comes from a rich family; His father is a businessman and her mother runs a clothing line of her own.
2. E 'passionate Greek culture, he attended the High School and graduated in Classics.
3. She loves to travel alone and, as you know, it was thanks to her vacation alone who knew Blake.
4. In the kitchen gets along very well and his specialty is crepes Suzette.
5. His favorite singer is Jarabe De Palo. His music relaxes, and is one of the few singers who has not won by the appointment of its "vulgar volgarotto.
6. in high school always went around with her friend Silvia and refused many suitors in order to avoid leaving aside the girl who stood out for their beauty not sure.
7. E 'proud to be Italian, loves food, art, culture in general and would not want to be of a different nationality.
8. The thing that she misses her old life are definitely walking on Corso Como.
9. E 'lost love George Clooney.
10. holds a catalog of reviews written by herself on all the films and books that are most liked.
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Carrie
1. The board has always been a favorite of Carrie "Beauty and the Beast" because it envisions a lot in Belle: love of books, dreamer and the pursuit of true love.
2. After the experience at the high school prom, Carrie believed that the cocktail would bring bad luck and since then he has totally refused to touch one.
3. The only time in school emerged were the Mathematical Olympiads in which they participate with enthusiasm and always achieving a good score.
4. London was the first and the only guy in Carrie fell in love.
5. By Larry has always had a beautiful, Jun neglecting a little. After the death of his son, therefore, the relationship with her daughter deteriorated at all.
6. Geneva has called so inspired by the protagonist of his favorite show, Sex and The City.
7. The spark is taken with London one night when he had invited her to a dark party. Carrie, after being cured by darkettona, found that it was all a joke and the two ended the evening in the rooms of London.
8. bulimia Jun, Carrie has never known anything. Because of the severe depression which was at that time, in fact, London has preferred to keep it dark everything.
9. Carrie can not drive.
10. literally adored "You've Got Mail." On Saturday evening, not detached from any TV.
Jun
1. Jun on the left side has a small red cherry angioma. As a child, for she was a growing problem, but has started to see it as something that made her special.
2. young girl was a big fan of High School Musical. When Blake was born, Rupert has had to fight a long time to prevent his son was called "Troy."
3. Carrie took the cue of the name of Jun from a book by Alessandro Baricco, "Castles of anger."
4. His first love was Matt, a child with known nursery which always played cops and robbers.
5. After the disappointment with Magda (and even before to be honest), Jun has never had a true friend because of its opportunistic nature that would show how all people to exploit.
6. loves tiramisu, as a child was the only cake he wanted for his birthday.
7. tends to spend hours and hours in the shower to the point where the senses often because of too much steam that forms in the bathroom.
8. From what good lawyer, is passionate about politics. He thought several times to throw in that field but the fear of making a fool has always braking.
9. not swim and those who ask why not learn answers that has many other aspirations in life.
10. has NEVER cold. Would be able to go out without a coat even in January.
Francesca
1. Francesca comes from a rich family; His father is a businessman and her mother runs a clothing line of her own.
2. E 'passionate Greek culture, he attended the High School and graduated in Classics.
3. She loves to travel alone and, as you know, it was thanks to her vacation alone who knew Blake.
4. In the kitchen gets along very well and his specialty is crepes Suzette.
5. His favorite singer is Jarabe De Palo. His music relaxes, and is one of the few singers who has not won by the appointment of its "vulgar volgarotto.
6. in high school always went around with her friend Silvia and refused many suitors in order to avoid leaving aside the girl who stood out for their beauty not sure.
7. E 'proud to be Italian, loves food, art, culture in general and would not want to be of a different nationality.
8. The thing that she misses her old life are definitely walking on Corso Como.
9. E 'lost love George Clooney.
10. holds a catalog of reviews written by herself on all the films and books that are most liked.
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
7 Weeks Hiv Antibody Test Conclusiveness
unlockedgirl @ 2011-02-20T23: 40:00
Down and Out
It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about
With, without
And who'll deny it's what the fighting's all about
Out of the way, it's a busy day
I've got things on my mind
For want of the price of tea and a slice
The old man died
It will rightly be seen, since I have not written numbers or memories of epic victory dance, which has passed the exam but I did not discuss. Rightly so.
not want to talk about a failure, would be another, would be too.
I'm sick of seeing everything so black in front of me, even after four days is always the same tremendous sense of frustration that I fell on the shoulders to keep me company at night.
And the sax of "Us and Them . There
I already wrong once, and I still seems so wrong foolish: to persevere in my mistakes, continue to disappoint and, above all, to fool myself, no need to pontificate, you can not complain about a perfectly normal thing and I know, yet I can not not be sad.
having to commit.
not disappoint. Strive
both mentally and physically, and repeat again to all those who do not know that, no, I have not passed the exam, I refused to vote (whatever) and I decided to run away and shut the elevator, blocking doors to hysterical because nobody saw that I was already crying. The image that I returned the mirror was horrifying: the trick was not just strained, red eyes and lips swollen to make it so.
was the image of me, in pieces, sour defeat by the words of a person to whom the student in front of him do not give a fuck, a person so proud and boastful of his studies presented at Oxford and Cambridge and who was in front of her was a poor little guy did not even know a word of greek.
Now I have to return all with interest.
Down and Out
It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about
With, without
And who'll deny it's what the fighting's all about
Out of the way, it's a busy day
I've got things on my mind
For want of the price of tea and a slice
The old man died
It will rightly be seen, since I have not written numbers or memories of epic victory dance, which has passed the exam but I did not discuss. Rightly so.
not want to talk about a failure, would be another, would be too.
I'm sick of seeing everything so black in front of me, even after four days is always the same tremendous sense of frustration that I fell on the shoulders to keep me company at night.
And the sax of "Us and Them . There
I already wrong once, and I still seems so wrong foolish: to persevere in my mistakes, continue to disappoint and, above all, to fool myself, no need to pontificate, you can not complain about a perfectly normal thing and I know, yet I can not not be sad.
having to commit.
not disappoint. Strive
both mentally and physically, and repeat again to all those who do not know that, no, I have not passed the exam, I refused to vote (whatever) and I decided to run away and shut the elevator, blocking doors to hysterical because nobody saw that I was already crying. The image that I returned the mirror was horrifying: the trick was not just strained, red eyes and lips swollen to make it so.
was the image of me, in pieces, sour defeat by the words of a person to whom the student in front of him do not give a fuck, a person so proud and boastful of his studies presented at Oxford and Cambridge and who was in front of her was a poor little guy did not even know a word of greek.
Now I have to return all with interest.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Poptropica Hacks Cheat Engine
Legacy 04X06
And so he married her, without doubt, without hesitation. It had been five months since Frank had moved to Preacher's Corner. Since then we started seeing each other more or less steadily, from there it was passed to bring it home and then to stop to sleep more and more from her ... a vicious cycle that had ended a marriage. Not married because I loved her. I was attracted to her, I loved her, I imagined even a family with her ... but not loved. I continued, even foolishly, to be in love with Maggie. Yet she had not done more to hear, had refused all my calls, had not responded to my post and I had thought that I wanted to see more. Then what are you waiting for? Wait then what? The only thing that was worth the wait I had lost and I could not pretend to weigh on the shoulders of my parents for much longer. So Frank and I were married there swearing eternal love.
marriage with her was quiet, peaceful. We loved each other very much and we looked like as a couple. At lunch we talked, we were quite active in bed and we agreed on programs to watch on tv ... in short, all right.
We went to live at the home of Francesca, a mega-villa not far from my parents' house like that, especially on holidays, mothers and fathers were often at our house. They had approved the marriage but I think of these things has never been safer. So a mother does not mean to say you can "Do not marry one, it sucks." Would not say never. Tells you when you say yes to whatever you're getting married. However my mother did not notice how little was missing in me would agree with me in considering marriage to Francesca a good thing.
Jun : "This turkey is uneatable."
Francesca: "Really? I'm a mess, sorry. "
Jun :" No, dear. There is no need to despair for so little. "
Francesca:" You're always so polite! "
Jun :" Of course, however, darling, you could choose someone as a wife it was not incapable. In the kitchen, I mean. "
Blake:" Ahm ... Brother, take me in the kitchen? Take the dessert! "
Not that he hated Francesca, but would preferred that I married the girl I was really in love. She also made the mistake of giving little weight to the wedding and had paid dear enough, made me remember. The marriage was not a way to settle down, but a situation whose only priority was to be comfortable with the person who really loved her.
But he thought that I would not have preferred? I did not want to marry Maggie? That even if at that moment she had come to me, I would not have left everything and everyone to go with her? Unfortunately, all this was not possible, she had left me and I had had to content.
Even during his marriage to Francesca felt over and over again to contact Maggie. The first period, I remember, that the storm of phone calls, messages and emails to which she promptly did not reply. Then, I had gone to look for physically. I informed you on the dates of live and wherever they are, reaches there. I know I may seem pathetic and I'm ashamed to tell this, however, as far as I'm still in love, not never disturbed in any way. I tried not to approach her or let her know of my presence there. I sat in the audience and watched in silence. I just know you are breathing the same air as her, to look at, to see her still in love with the music, the my hand, he had never disappointed. Then, at the end of the show, I silently vanish.
Francesca, however, it was not stupid in one way or another I had to justify the fact that often disappear. I did not want to invent excuses, it made no sense. And I did not even tell you the truth, not to not make him jealous, simply because that was my secret and I wanted to share it with anyone. So when he asked me where I went I would just not respond and those were the only times in which we fought. Or rather, where I attacked and she did not utter a word.
Così quando dopo una delle nostre litigate lei prese a non rivolgermi la parola e ad evitarmi la cosa mi sembrò del tutto normale. La mattina usciva prima che io finissi di fare colazione con la scusa del centro benessere e, quando la sera ritornavo, o usciva con le amiche o andava a letto dichiarandosi stanca. Non ci badai più di tanto ripromettendomi di chiarire con lei in seguito e continuando la mia solita routine.
Poi finalmente scoprii perchè mi evitava. Era domenica mattina e, anzichè dedicarmi al footing come mia abitudine, ero rimasto a casa. C'era un concerto di Maggie in città quel pomeriggio and for that reason I preferred to conserve energy. Frank went down in my pajamas and just found me on the veranda, went back upstairs without even saying goodbye. I was tired of that situation, what would you take? And if it had been really serious? So I followed her and found her in the bedroom.
Blake: "You can tell me what's wrong?" I asked quietly.
Francesca: "Nothing, why?"
Blake: "You're avoiding for days. Maybe an exaggeration but the last time I do not believe it is appropriate to clarify? You know that when I get nervous I speak without thinking. "
Francesca:" No, not for that. "I said looking worried.
Blake: "And ... What then? "
Francesca:" I do not know if I'm ready to tell you. Can I ask you to wait a little longer? "
Blake:" No, you can not. You're making me worry, Brother. Tell me what's going on. "
Francesca:" All right. I'm pregnant. "
Silence. Gravestone. Property. Heavy.
Blake: "It '... is a wonderful thing. Really. "I said trying to mask the lack of conviction.
Francesca: "Look, we get the point. I think I know a little, and if you do not feel like raising a child, I can have an abortion. I'm still the first month. "
Blake:" What ... no, wait. Want an abortion? "
Francesca:" I did not say that I want. I'd love to keep the baby but it is not only mine, is yours for the decision it is both. If you prefer, I can have an abortion. It 'just that we're married, we can safely try it again in the future. Maybe it is too early, no? "
Blake:" No no no. You're right, I do not feel ready but it is not a good reason for an abortion. We do not have some kind of trouble, got married, there is economic stability ... so why not? "
Francesca:" Are you sure? If it considers it a mistake, I repeat, I can understand you. For me there are no problems. I'm not going to have a child amounts to me. "
Blake:" Hey, you're not imposing anything. That's fine. We hold it! "
Francesca:" Just as well then, "he replied with a smile, hugging.
It occurred to me that when Maggie gave me the unforgettable false alarm, we made love immediately after. This time 99% was anything but a false alarm, but at least I did not think to take me to bed Francesca. I had no time, actually. Stroked her face telling her that I was leaving and did not know the time when I would return. There was a concert by Maggie.
Francesca "Blake."
Blake: "Brother, I have to move. What is it? "
Francesca:" You will come back? "
Blake:" Yes. Of course I'll be back. "
I'd be back. Unfortunately I was not sure.
The concert took place at the Teatro Municipal. It was not a real concert, but a show of charity for the new park opened in the city.
That time I had the courage, I went backstage and saw her. It was from behind, so close. Almost sentivo quel maledetto "Rock 'n Rose" che non lasciava mai. Nonostante il cuore mi battesse a mille, pensai di poter resistere, pensai che dopo lo spettacolo me ne sarei andato. Poi iniziò a cantare.
I was only 19, you were 29. It’s just 10 years, but it's such a long time. In a heartbeat, I would do it all again.
Late night sex, smokin’ cigarettes. I try real hard but I can’t forget. Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all again.
Now I see that you and me were never meant, never meant to be. Now, now I’m lost somewhere.
Lost between Elvis and suicide; ever since the day we died, well, I’ve got nothing left to lose.
The
waited (im) patiently. Once finished the show, however, came from the side where I was but I reached the dressing room through a side door. I thought of waiting in the parking lot but I learned that from there in half an hour there would be a reception on the ground floor. What did I do? I attended the reception.
Maggie arrived after a long time in a long midnight blue evening gown. It was wonderful.
I went over and she finally saw me. He knew that I was there for her. Broke away from the crowd and joined me, then gestured with his head and belong to us. Once in a deserted corridor, finally began to speak.
Maggie: "What the fuck are you doing here?"
Blake: "I had to talk."
Maggie: "Well, come on. I stopped wasting my time with you for quite a while. "
Blake:" I miss you Maggie ... "Almost begged.
Maggie: "I seemed to have been clear. You make me sick, I feel nothing for you and I truly wish your death. What makes you think he wants to talk? "
Blake:" That song. He spoke to us. "
Maggie:" Do not get movies, I did not write the songs. And then, sorry if I might ask, but your wife knows you're here? "
Blake:" Like .. As ... "
Maggie:" How do I know that eventually you marry the scullery maid?! None of your business. Answer my question. "
Blake:" And 'pregnant. He told me just now and I realized that there I do it. Until it came to be alone with her could also andarmi well, but still not me I was done for a reason. But I can not do to raise a child that is not ours. Give me another chance. I swear, you'll be fine, this time not let you down! "
Maggie:" Your wife told you to be pregnant and you're here? "
Blake:" Yes, only for you! "
Maggie:" You make me even more shit, goodbye. "her back to me and said, quickly moving away from me.
I returned to my car. I had tried and was successful there, it was time to really do with a reason. Maggie was not coming back and now I was in the midst of a life with another woman. Frank was right: the responsibility of that child had both and could not afford to leave them alone. I would not miss anything.
And so he married her, without doubt, without hesitation. It had been five months since Frank had moved to Preacher's Corner. Since then we started seeing each other more or less steadily, from there it was passed to bring it home and then to stop to sleep more and more from her ... a vicious cycle that had ended a marriage. Not married because I loved her. I was attracted to her, I loved her, I imagined even a family with her ... but not loved. I continued, even foolishly, to be in love with Maggie. Yet she had not done more to hear, had refused all my calls, had not responded to my post and I had thought that I wanted to see more. Then what are you waiting for? Wait then what? The only thing that was worth the wait I had lost and I could not pretend to weigh on the shoulders of my parents for much longer. So Frank and I were married there swearing eternal love.
marriage with her was quiet, peaceful. We loved each other very much and we looked like as a couple. At lunch we talked, we were quite active in bed and we agreed on programs to watch on tv ... in short, all right.
We went to live at the home of Francesca, a mega-villa not far from my parents' house like that, especially on holidays, mothers and fathers were often at our house. They had approved the marriage but I think of these things has never been safer. So a mother does not mean to say you can "Do not marry one, it sucks." Would not say never. Tells you when you say yes to whatever you're getting married. However my mother did not notice how little was missing in me would agree with me in considering marriage to Francesca a good thing.
Jun : "This turkey is uneatable."
Francesca: "Really? I'm a mess, sorry. "
Jun :" No, dear. There is no need to despair for so little. "
Francesca:" You're always so polite! "
Jun :" Of course, however, darling, you could choose someone as a wife it was not incapable. In the kitchen, I mean. "
Blake:" Ahm ... Brother, take me in the kitchen? Take the dessert! "
Not that he hated Francesca, but would preferred that I married the girl I was really in love. She also made the mistake of giving little weight to the wedding and had paid dear enough, made me remember. The marriage was not a way to settle down, but a situation whose only priority was to be comfortable with the person who really loved her.
But he thought that I would not have preferred? I did not want to marry Maggie? That even if at that moment she had come to me, I would not have left everything and everyone to go with her? Unfortunately, all this was not possible, she had left me and I had had to content.
Even during his marriage to Francesca felt over and over again to contact Maggie. The first period, I remember, that the storm of phone calls, messages and emails to which she promptly did not reply. Then, I had gone to look for physically. I informed you on the dates of live and wherever they are, reaches there. I know I may seem pathetic and I'm ashamed to tell this, however, as far as I'm still in love, not never disturbed in any way. I tried not to approach her or let her know of my presence there. I sat in the audience and watched in silence. I just know you are breathing the same air as her, to look at, to see her still in love with the music, the my hand, he had never disappointed. Then, at the end of the show, I silently vanish.
Francesca, however, it was not stupid in one way or another I had to justify the fact that often disappear. I did not want to invent excuses, it made no sense. And I did not even tell you the truth, not to not make him jealous, simply because that was my secret and I wanted to share it with anyone. So when he asked me where I went I would just not respond and those were the only times in which we fought. Or rather, where I attacked and she did not utter a word.
Così quando dopo una delle nostre litigate lei prese a non rivolgermi la parola e ad evitarmi la cosa mi sembrò del tutto normale. La mattina usciva prima che io finissi di fare colazione con la scusa del centro benessere e, quando la sera ritornavo, o usciva con le amiche o andava a letto dichiarandosi stanca. Non ci badai più di tanto ripromettendomi di chiarire con lei in seguito e continuando la mia solita routine.
Poi finalmente scoprii perchè mi evitava. Era domenica mattina e, anzichè dedicarmi al footing come mia abitudine, ero rimasto a casa. C'era un concerto di Maggie in città quel pomeriggio and for that reason I preferred to conserve energy. Frank went down in my pajamas and just found me on the veranda, went back upstairs without even saying goodbye. I was tired of that situation, what would you take? And if it had been really serious? So I followed her and found her in the bedroom.
Blake: "You can tell me what's wrong?" I asked quietly.
Francesca: "Nothing, why?"
Blake: "You're avoiding for days. Maybe an exaggeration but the last time I do not believe it is appropriate to clarify? You know that when I get nervous I speak without thinking. "
Francesca:" No, not for that. "I said looking worried.
Blake: "And ... What then? "
Francesca:" I do not know if I'm ready to tell you. Can I ask you to wait a little longer? "
Blake:" No, you can not. You're making me worry, Brother. Tell me what's going on. "
Francesca:" All right. I'm pregnant. "
Silence. Gravestone. Property. Heavy.
Blake: "It '... is a wonderful thing. Really. "I said trying to mask the lack of conviction.
Francesca: "Look, we get the point. I think I know a little, and if you do not feel like raising a child, I can have an abortion. I'm still the first month. "
Blake:" What ... no, wait. Want an abortion? "
Francesca:" I did not say that I want. I'd love to keep the baby but it is not only mine, is yours for the decision it is both. If you prefer, I can have an abortion. It 'just that we're married, we can safely try it again in the future. Maybe it is too early, no? "
Blake:" No no no. You're right, I do not feel ready but it is not a good reason for an abortion. We do not have some kind of trouble, got married, there is economic stability ... so why not? "
Francesca:" Are you sure? If it considers it a mistake, I repeat, I can understand you. For me there are no problems. I'm not going to have a child amounts to me. "
Blake:" Hey, you're not imposing anything. That's fine. We hold it! "
Francesca:" Just as well then, "he replied with a smile, hugging.
It occurred to me that when Maggie gave me the unforgettable false alarm, we made love immediately after. This time 99% was anything but a false alarm, but at least I did not think to take me to bed Francesca. I had no time, actually. Stroked her face telling her that I was leaving and did not know the time when I would return. There was a concert by Maggie.
Francesca "Blake."
Blake: "Brother, I have to move. What is it? "
Francesca:" You will come back? "
Blake:" Yes. Of course I'll be back. "
I'd be back. Unfortunately I was not sure.
The concert took place at the Teatro Municipal. It was not a real concert, but a show of charity for the new park opened in the city.
That time I had the courage, I went backstage and saw her. It was from behind, so close. Almost sentivo quel maledetto "Rock 'n Rose" che non lasciava mai. Nonostante il cuore mi battesse a mille, pensai di poter resistere, pensai che dopo lo spettacolo me ne sarei andato. Poi iniziò a cantare.
I was only 19, you were 29. It’s just 10 years, but it's such a long time. In a heartbeat, I would do it all again.
Late night sex, smokin’ cigarettes. I try real hard but I can’t forget. Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all again.
Now I see that you and me were never meant, never meant to be. Now, now I’m lost somewhere.
Lost between Elvis and suicide; ever since the day we died, well, I’ve got nothing left to lose.
The
waited (im) patiently. Once finished the show, however, came from the side where I was but I reached the dressing room through a side door. I thought of waiting in the parking lot but I learned that from there in half an hour there would be a reception on the ground floor. What did I do? I attended the reception.
Maggie arrived after a long time in a long midnight blue evening gown. It was wonderful.
I went over and she finally saw me. He knew that I was there for her. Broke away from the crowd and joined me, then gestured with his head and belong to us. Once in a deserted corridor, finally began to speak.
Maggie: "What the fuck are you doing here?"
Blake: "I had to talk."
Maggie: "Well, come on. I stopped wasting my time with you for quite a while. "
Blake:" I miss you Maggie ... "Almost begged.
Maggie: "I seemed to have been clear. You make me sick, I feel nothing for you and I truly wish your death. What makes you think he wants to talk? "
Blake:" That song. He spoke to us. "
Maggie:" Do not get movies, I did not write the songs. And then, sorry if I might ask, but your wife knows you're here? "
Blake:" Like .. As ... "
Maggie:" How do I know that eventually you marry the scullery maid?! None of your business. Answer my question. "
Blake:" And 'pregnant. He told me just now and I realized that there I do it. Until it came to be alone with her could also andarmi well, but still not me I was done for a reason. But I can not do to raise a child that is not ours. Give me another chance. I swear, you'll be fine, this time not let you down! "
Maggie:" Your wife told you to be pregnant and you're here? "
Blake:" Yes, only for you! "
Maggie:" You make me even more shit, goodbye. "her back to me and said, quickly moving away from me.
I returned to my car. I had tried and was successful there, it was time to really do with a reason. Maggie was not coming back and now I was in the midst of a life with another woman. Frank was right: the responsibility of that child had both and could not afford to leave them alone. I would not miss anything.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
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10 Things About ... Blake Owen & Maggie Harrison.
the journal are now back in fashion the meme hahaha: D So here's two more: Blake tagged by
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adanay and Maggie always Adanay tagged:)
Blake
1. Blake and Miranda first met nientepopodimenoche catechism and then they started going out together.
2. As an artist convinced, does not like the very exclusive party that offers him his job definitely preferring the evenings spent at home on the couch.
3. Blake is a very routine, for example, does not change scent totally reject the idea of separating from his Fahrenheit.
4. 's always been a rather cynical and rational person, not believing in love or other sentiment. Meet Maggie made him change his mind.
5. has always suffered a lot of the fact that his mother was not on good terms with his grandmother, especially the fact that a child has been buffeted by a baby sitter to another.
6. Blake listen mostly rock 'n roll U.S., there is one exception for him ... Ligabue. Loves it and knows every song by heart.
7. E 'in love as a child of GTA San Andreas which devotes at least two hours a day.
8. He hates anyone who tries to give advice. Life is his and he decides. The only time they did not react to a suggestion by creating a pantemonio, was with his mother Jun.
9. E 'proud, uncaring, arrogant .... and is proud oo
10. In elementary and middle practically did not speak with anyone considering themselves superior to his companions. Luckily it was in high school was even released one of the most popular guys in school.
Maggie
1. Maggie is teetotal and has never used drugs; however it is a caffeinomane and never separated from his Lucky Strike.
2. has a tattoo below her left breast that says "Just Breath" which is closely linked.
3. has always had problems with his parents who had chosen for her film career.
4. contrast, Maggie has always had a passion for music. Galeotta was his grandfather's guitar.
5. E 'mad love for Charles Baudelaire wrote several songs and phrases of his favorite poet.
6. Maggie is one of those few (strafortunate) people who can afford to eat like a pig without putting on a kilo.
7. Although not a believer, Maggie goes to church often, preferably when no one is a bit grim as the situation with regard to the inspired songwriting.
8. The first concert which was attended by the White Stripes and then his greatest wish was to jump on stage and play in a rock band.
9. Before meeting Blake, Maggie has always had a bad view of the male gender defining the kids "stupid and childish." After talking with her friends from high school with this, Maggie said he would much prefer masturbation and vibrators earned all the scorn of her friends.
10. Un everything but a license! If there's one thing that Maggie really could not do without are the lone speed in the car.
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the journal are now back in fashion the meme hahaha: D So here's two more: Blake tagged by
Blake
1. Blake and Miranda first met nientepopodimenoche catechism and then they started going out together.
2. As an artist convinced, does not like the very exclusive party that offers him his job definitely preferring the evenings spent at home on the couch.
3. Blake is a very routine, for example, does not change scent totally reject the idea of separating from his Fahrenheit.
4. 's always been a rather cynical and rational person, not believing in love or other sentiment. Meet Maggie made him change his mind.
5. has always suffered a lot of the fact that his mother was not on good terms with his grandmother, especially the fact that a child has been buffeted by a baby sitter to another.
6. Blake listen mostly rock 'n roll U.S., there is one exception for him ... Ligabue. Loves it and knows every song by heart.
7. E 'in love as a child of GTA San Andreas which devotes at least two hours a day.
8. He hates anyone who tries to give advice. Life is his and he decides. The only time they did not react to a suggestion by creating a pantemonio, was with his mother Jun.
9. E 'proud, uncaring, arrogant .... and is proud oo
10. In elementary and middle practically did not speak with anyone considering themselves superior to his companions. Luckily it was in high school was even released one of the most popular guys in school.
Maggie
1. Maggie is teetotal and has never used drugs; however it is a caffeinomane and never separated from his Lucky Strike.
2. has a tattoo below her left breast that says "Just Breath" which is closely linked.
3. has always had problems with his parents who had chosen for her film career.
4. contrast, Maggie has always had a passion for music. Galeotta was his grandfather's guitar.
5. E 'mad love for Charles Baudelaire wrote several songs and phrases of his favorite poet.
6. Maggie is one of those few (strafortunate) people who can afford to eat like a pig without putting on a kilo.
7. Although not a believer, Maggie goes to church often, preferably when no one is a bit grim as the situation with regard to the inspired songwriting.
8. The first concert which was attended by the White Stripes and then his greatest wish was to jump on stage and play in a rock band.
9. Before meeting Blake, Maggie has always had a bad view of the male gender defining the kids "stupid and childish." After talking with her friends from high school with this, Maggie said he would much prefer masturbation and vibrators earned all the scorn of her friends.
10. Un everything but a license! If there's one thing that Maggie really could not do without are the lone speed in the car.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
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10 Things About ... Rupert Chasse.
Hello: D Today nothing Owen update Legacy, but simply a meme on Rupert Chasse! Thank you for giving me one thousand Adanay tagged and now, hoping not to miss since it's my first meme .... begin;)
1. Rupert has a real set for the full Dolce and Gabbana. Is terrified of jeans and would be able to get in shooting even to go to McDonald's!
2. He had a childhood that easy ... His sister has problems with schizophrenia, and therefore the attention of parents and always have been addressed only to her, completely ignoring Rupert.
3. Because of its complicated diet is sweeping Jun. Rupert, in fact, follows a very specific diet to maintain a balanced diet.
4. Currently Rupert has received and accepted a job offer from ExSims Makeover Home Edition!
5. During adolescence, as we have been able to understand the Legacy, it was very very shy and was opened only a couple of friends. His shyness, however, was many times mistaken for indifference.
6. Although it has never come out, Rupert's wife Sarah has revised several times during the marriage with Jun. However, the appointments did not go beyond a simple dinner with friends.
7. One of the things that Rupert fears most is the balding and for that use different treatments to prevent it running out in the often paranoid.
8. Although it seems a rather calm, our Rupert suffer from migraines and that is why she's always nervous and very prone all'irascibilità.
9. Rupert hates Italian food environment, as heavy and unhealthy .-.
10. His favorite book is "A Christmas Carol" by Charles Dickens read repeatedly that every Christmas.
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Hello: D Today nothing Owen update Legacy, but simply a meme on Rupert Chasse! Thank you for giving me one thousand Adanay tagged and now, hoping not to miss since it's my first meme .... begin;)
1. Rupert has a real set for the full Dolce and Gabbana. Is terrified of jeans and would be able to get in shooting even to go to McDonald's!
2. He had a childhood that easy ... His sister has problems with schizophrenia, and therefore the attention of parents and always have been addressed only to her, completely ignoring Rupert.
3. Because of its complicated diet is sweeping Jun. Rupert, in fact, follows a very specific diet to maintain a balanced diet.
4. Currently Rupert has received and accepted a job offer from ExSims Makeover Home Edition!
5. During adolescence, as we have been able to understand the Legacy, it was very very shy and was opened only a couple of friends. His shyness, however, was many times mistaken for indifference.
6. Although it has never come out, Rupert's wife Sarah has revised several times during the marriage with Jun. However, the appointments did not go beyond a simple dinner with friends.
7. One of the things that Rupert fears most is the balding and for that use different treatments to prevent it running out in the often paranoid.
8. Although it seems a rather calm, our Rupert suffer from migraines and that is why she's always nervous and very prone all'irascibilità.
9. Rupert hates Italian food environment, as heavy and unhealthy .-.
10. His favorite book is "A Christmas Carol" by Charles Dickens read repeatedly that every Christmas.
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